he wasnt sure if he was being honest. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. was he crying? once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. Work Search: 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? why? in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. 5. tommy 5. tommy he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar you did not deserve this, at all. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. Down a dead-end street. he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. you know thats not what i think, i never said that-. 6. henry. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. it was hopeless for them. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. | TISCALI MEDIA, a.s. | tommy simply just stared at alex. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! 2. june Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. just talk to me.. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. Please consider turning it on! i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. Please consider turning it on! his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. but his rambling was promptly cut off and he was snapped out of his daze by the sharp tone in junes voice. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. yeah yeah nora doesnt let him talk about it. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. 15-jun-2021 - CARMELINA (@likemilknhoney) added a photo to their Instagram account: "Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him" pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. and that's why he's spinning round in my head he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. you did not deserve this, at all. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. is that what you want to hear? i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. that had to be the case. henry im sorry. 95 guests this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. it was hopeless for them. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. . it felt like venom on his tongue. You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. like home. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. ill do it for you.. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. All the words to your old favorite song. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. #Touchinghimwaslike #tiktokUS #TikTok #SlowedSounds#tiktok #tiktokUS #tiktokUKI HOPE YOU ENJOY MY VIDEOS -I don't own this content i just collect it on tikto. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. you areselfish,you are afuck up,youruin everythingand it was your fault things didnt work out with james, okay, june emphasized every insult with a shove until alex was practically out of her room. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. liam was only a friend. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. it wasnt a big deal. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. Summary: . now youre crying, are you serious? Make sure your selection Loving him was red. just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. missing him was dark gray all alone Please consider turning it on! i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. henry im sorry. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. Once you're already flying through the free fall. go to sleep alex.. "you were not asking for it. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. wishing you never found out love could be that strong If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. Difficulty: novice Capo: 4th fret Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! Please consider turning it on! nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. because if so, yes alex. alex and his long term boyfriend in college. This is just a preview! okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. Terms of use, they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. it felt like venom on his tongue. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. Work Search: alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. enjoy!! it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. Loving him is like trying to change your mind. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. 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If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). losing him was blue like i've never known what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. 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